I am trying to get ready for the start of our homeschooling year. I still lack curriculum (short on funds), the schoolroom is a mess (I am cleaning it), and as usual, my head is spinning.

Try as I might, I always feel the inadequacy of what I do. How can I give my children so much of what they need? Oh, after 4 full years of homeschooling, I well know the advantages of it. It has benefited our family so much. Yet, when I sit down and look at what I am doing, I feel unequal to it all.

Tonight I am making schedules and plans, at least for my use. I have been looking at websites. At this point, even the public school site has me feeling defeated. How can I offer them all those things?

I know I am just tired. Low energy does not give one confidence!